Finally! The day has finally arrived. I've waited, not very patiently, for this day to get here. It's a double-edged sword, you see. I wish away time so that this day will come. I try to enjoy all the simple pleasures that I have day in, day out, trying not to take them for granted. Win-win. Lose-lose. I don't know. It's hard to say either way.
I've slept with a stuffed bear next to my head for the last four months. I slept on the same pillow that Heidi used while she was here a month ago. The scent faded a couple of weeks ago, but the spots from her hair coloring were a reminder.
To my friends and family: I know this is falling on deaf ears, but do not worry. In fact it is I that should be worrying about you. You all have a greater chance of something happening every time you get in your vehicle. I'm treating it as a walk in the park...so should you.
K-K, Brutus, & Pester: I do not feel whole when I'm not with you girls. Be good for your mother. I love you, girls.
Heidi: I've never been good with words when it comes to this point. I'll simply leave it at I'll talk to you later. Hang in there, dear, you're stronger than you think you are. I love you.
See you all on the flip side.
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